Today is day one

You've got to start somewhere so here it goes. Today is my day one. The day where I simply decide to make a change and begin holding accountability. Simply put, I've been in a funk of depression. That is my reality. I have zero self-esteem and feel invisible to the world. This blog is for me to document my journey to invincibility. To anyone who stumbles upon this blog. Welcome. I am your average Jane trying to take charge of her life.

Day one Part II:

Small changes. They will add up to bigger better changes. That's what I am telling myself anyways. Truth bomb: My life is a mess (literally!). I'm starting with decluttering my world around me. I've written goals I'd like to achieve for my near future. One of which was starting this blog. It's my way to get out of my head and maybe someone will stumble upon this and relate i.e you are not alone in this battle.

My first dark cloud is that I don't ever feel like I am good enough. My mind knows there are things I excel at, but my heart tells me a different story. It is a constant struggle. Mistakes are super hard for me.

This blog is a small goal achieved. It feels good. Even if no one ever reads these. I've started a blog. Goal achieved. Now onto seeing it through to fruition.